A scumbag father and a filial daughter. - During the summer vacation of my sixth grade year in elementary school, my mother disappeared. - Life became rough, like it was rolling down a hill. - When I entered middle school, my father told me to sell my underwear to a man I didn't know. - I sold my spit, I sold my pee, I sold myself. - "I guess first-timers are worth money. I wonder if your hymen will regrow again (lol)" My father laughs, holding a can of beer. - From then on, I was made to go crazy every week. - The guests my father brought over seemed to think of me as a toy or something, so they made me hurt and made me feel dirty. - My father took the money I received, and if I rebelled, he would beat me. - Why did my mother leave me behind? - I wonder why no one will help me. - I wonder if it's okay if I die. - While I was thinking about this, that old man bought me something. - The old man was a pervert who wanted to drink my pee, but he didn't do anything painful or cruel and told me he loved me. - He stroked me and said it was cute. - I knew it was all a lie. - Still, I wanted to cling to those words and seduced the old man. - ``If you buy me every week, I'll give it to you raw.'' I was hungry for the love I wasn't given. - A story about a pitiful girl who seeks salvation from a scumbag.